I’m suicidal but I love life? I just think at some point in the not distant future I will feel okay dying?
To preface everything, I’ll begin by saying that I had a very rough childhood. Molested and raped for years, my mom was alcoholic, very poor. Also, I am an artist, so I’m a very sensitive person. Reality is very bright and deeply felt, to put it mildly. Considering, I’ve done okay for myself. I’ll be [...]